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Wednesday, July 16, 2008
Life got even crappier I thought that my situation wouldn't get any worse.. I was wrong.. I didn't wish for a set of Dell pc, but I can feel that anytime this old pc of mine would finally rest in peace... I didn't even wish for an iphone but my phone already rested in peace.. My life in UST was great until I have to transfer to this crappy school.. and guess what? I'll just be finishing this sem and take up a vocational course( It's what my grandpa wants so that I'll be able to go to Canada) It's really a crap, I don't want to take up that vocational course bullsh*t... Life really is a b*tch.. I never wished for luxury, just plain neccesities but I really don't understand why luck never paid me a visit.. I just want to be a normal kid.. I really hate it.. My situations a real sh*t but I absolutely have no time to waste crying.. I've become as cold as a rock.. Perhaps I'll just pack up, never return here and start living on my own where my family and old friends would never find me... I want to leave... I really want to.. I ought to start working.. perhaps not a work.. but a job would do.. exorcism013 wrote his/her thoughts @ Wednesday, July 16, 2008
The Writer
I am the torn... and I am despair... caught between dream and reality.. I am your worst nightmare.. every immature minded's mistake and I am unwanted,.. The Saint of the broken... î I need company since I am always in pain... î Do you know what it feels like to be alone? î Do you know the feeling of losing the will to live? î Countless suicide attempts that failed...I have attempted to kill myself even before I was born.. î Don't speak like you know what it feels like to be a ghost î Dive with my on my way down ;_; î Pull me up if you could, I might as well pull you downwards ;_; I am as hopeless as what he bare eyes could see T_T •being alone feels like no one would care to search for your body even if you commit suicide in a dark alley• call me hitori... Soul mates
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