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Wednesday, March 19, 2008
yey! We went to Q.C a while ago to apply for a job at the NCO Company. We took the qualifying examination and luckily. we were able to pass every stages of the hiring process.. (there were sure lots of stages, damn tiring..) The examination sure wasn't easy... Not to mention that the terms used were too technical. I am glad that my addiction with computers paid off. I was able to answer most of them correctly.(well most of the questions were about computer troubleshooting and the like).. But on my initial interview... I was totally confused and in a state of tension when they ask me if they can have my final word and promise that I won't enroll myself this coming semester.. I was speechless. I can't get myself to answer because I know that I can never give them what they want. I guess I better consult my grandparents regarding this matter- was the only thing I told myself. I can't give them a direct answer yet so they asked me to come back tomorrow so that I can make up my mind, But when I consulted my grandfather about this, of course he won't allow me to stop. What am I? stupid? It's not easy to pass the USTET. I won't gove up my University life (not to mention that I am already accepted @ the English Majorship as long I don't have a grade lower than 2.50, that won't be a problem I guess.. haha).. yes, as I was saying, I dont wanna give up my slot @ UST for a Call center job. But I also want to work. We can never grasp two things and take the opposing roads at the same time I guess.. It is more important for me to finish my studies before I indulge myself to the stuffs I should'nt be taking yet. exorcism013 wrote his/her thoughts @ Wednesday, March 19, 2008
The Writer
I am the torn... and I am despair... caught between dream and reality.. I am your worst nightmare.. every immature minded's mistake and I am unwanted,.. The Saint of the broken... î I need company since I am always in pain... î Do you know what it feels like to be alone? î Do you know the feeling of losing the will to live? î Countless suicide attempts that failed...I have attempted to kill myself even before I was born.. î Don't speak like you know what it feels like to be a ghost î Dive with my on my way down ;_; î Pull me up if you could, I might as well pull you downwards ;_; I am as hopeless as what he bare eyes could see T_T •being alone feels like no one would care to search for your body even if you commit suicide in a dark alley• call me hitori... Soul mates
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