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Sunday, March 09, 2008
i really miss you..i hope you'll come out of your idiot shell and drop by here ~_~ There's this place only I know.. When I am there, it feels like it was a place made just for me.. where there are writings on the wall that only a few people understand... When I am there I enjoy my solitude.. this solitude isn't a sad loneless.. but a feeling of being somehow connected with my him... we are still somehow binded by an invisible red string of fate.. But I chose not to follow the fate intended for me... I took the way out with a very beautiful facade.. and fell down on my face... There's always something in the way There's always something getting through but it's not me it's you sometimes ignorance rings true but hope is not in what i know not in me it's in you it's all i know i find peace when i'm confused i find hope when i'm let down not in me but in you i hope to lose myself for good i hope to find it in the end not in me in you in you inyou it's all i know it's all i know it's all i know there's always something in the way there's always something getting thorugh but it's not me it's you it's you it's you exorcism013 wrote his/her thoughts @ Sunday, March 09, 2008
The Writer
I am the torn... and I am despair... caught between dream and reality.. I am your worst nightmare.. every immature minded's mistake and I am unwanted,.. The Saint of the broken... î I need company since I am always in pain... î Do you know what it feels like to be alone? î Do you know the feeling of losing the will to live? î Countless suicide attempts that failed...I have attempted to kill myself even before I was born.. î Don't speak like you know what it feels like to be a ghost î Dive with my on my way down ;_; î Pull me up if you could, I might as well pull you downwards ;_; I am as hopeless as what he bare eyes could see T_T •being alone feels like no one would care to search for your body even if you commit suicide in a dark alley• call me hitori... Soul mates
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